Mom guilt is real 😭

After 4 years of working remote I’m returning back to office which means my 19 month old will be at daycare. I feel like a loser for trying daycare after our last mishaps early this year and the misleading reviews for that specific facility. Well, we ended up pulling her out in 2 days and used a family member as a babysitter. The babysitter now has a job and we’ll need to try this out again. My kid is 7 months older and it will be a at home child care and the rates are $600-700 cheaper and it’s a small setting of 7 other kids. I am pregnant again due in June so please share your childcare stories with me. Thank you mamas!