Cycle #4 ttc, pregnancy #4 (2 live births) and I’m feeling beyond frustrated with my body. I have a whole new sense of gratitude for the things my body has done for me in the past. This isn’t to be insensitive to those struggle to conceive for any amount of time longer than me but this is frustrating. It’s never taken longer than first try with my other two children, I understand I’m older and we had covid right before we started ttc and my cycles have been sooooo irregular and I just feel something isn’t right but the doctors are unwilling to help me. Again, I understand being ttc is a very sensitive topic for many amazing individuals on this app but please don’t take this personal. I’m navigating my own journey and this is a new experience for me. I have always held a special place in my heart and prayed for all of those struggling to conceive but I have so much greater compassion and understanding in even sharing such a minuscule amount of time in your shoes. I just don’t even know what to do at this point. Yeah, I know the test is negative. 😭 the last few months I’ve had crazy amounts of pms, cramping, back pain, irritability. This cycle not a damn thing except just crying a lot more. One app says period is due Sunday one app says Tuesday. I know there is still some hope but I’m just venting. I don’t feel pregnant but I don’t feel like my period is coming either.