First trimester questions

I’ve had Atleast four losses previously but they were all between 4-6 weeks so this is my first seemingly viable pregnancy that’s made it to 10.5 weeks. That being said my belly is HUGE and Super round and hard. I have gained 14 pounds since my before pregnancy weight and I had a b belly to begin with but I feel like looking 9 months at 10 weeks is not normal! I’m so embarrassed to even go anywhere because I look so pregnant and I’m only 10.5 weeks. Anyone else struggle with this or have any advice?