Just sick. Absolutely SICK of being married to my husband. Sick of being abused when I have an opinion. He makes evil nasty comments to me when we’re fighting. Back in 2020 when I had our daughter I found out I had stage 2 cancer 2 months after having her. I’ve been cancer free for almost 5 years. He says things like “oh big whoop you had cancer” “get the fuck over it and yourself”. “Your a nasty bitch” “your breathe stinks” like just degrading me. Yes in front of our daughter to. I haven’t left because he won’t let me take my daughter and go. He won’t let me take the car so I can get to work. So I stay & take the abuse. But I hate myself. I hate my life. I wish I’d just died when I had cancer then go through this shit. 8 years and I’d rather be dead. Kid or not.