What do I do?

Do you girls believe in that silly brief love feeling? You know when you meet a grown man and then think that he can fulfil you with his experience and guide you (which may not be so positive) ?

But at the same time he is so toxic and bad for somebody so young and vulnerable. The experience is nice because you think it’s not brief, and then the relationship gets out of hand and feelings get worse. He says it’s not silly young feelings and then convinces you to act out on your bad feelings. To others you cant see that you don’t regret the major age gap relationship or that he has convinced you to act out or lash out on other people to only choose his brief moments with you?

Those brief moments are nice, a simple head nudge and he comes towards you, or a simple smile and he is taken by you. Then the barriers he has felt come down and you have your brief moment, that soon turns into many unhealthy encounters? He tells you to hurt the people who may have made you feel upset one time and then those moments get worse and he has convinced you that being horrible to people is okay? How can this young girl grow to become who she was meant to be? Instead she is convinced that this older man is who she wants for life, but this old man is going to make you feel feelings at such a young age that you have missed out on youth.

Save yourself, your body, your mind, and do things that teenagers should do. Not him or this?

I’m sorry for the deep explanatory paragraphs but this is a hot topic that I’ve noticed in movies coming out in America and I just thought about it, am I right to say wait for your right love to these people? I mean think about the experience and the missed out youth? Growing up so quickly is not worth it. Plus the major age gap? A teen with a grown adult is just not normal? This child has been missing out on youth and growing to become the woman she was meant to become.

I am feeling no judgements I just wish I could guide these people.