Never did I think that I would be a mom of 4 under the age of 30 and here I am.

I am so so nervous this time. I have 3 girls and I really really would love to finally have my boy this time so I can be done. I’m probably going to be done either way even if it’s a girl. Of course a healthy baby is top priority but idk how I’m going to feel once again if I’m told it’s not a boy. I don’t even feel like finding out this time because I don’t want to feel like a bad mom just because I’ll be disappointed it’s a girl again but I’m also very impatient and need to know. Can anyone relate? 😭