I just need someone to talk to
So I was out of town with my family. Great time and we head to Walmart. It’s just me and my mom in my car. She doesn’t mind my provocative music. So I’m singing along to Nicki Minaj stupid hoe. When I’m trying to find a park and she says “you are a stupid hoe for missing that park” I had a sinking feeling when she said that. I didn’t notice a park. So we get out the car and I see the park she was talking about and I said “is that the one?” And she said “yes” I respond “you can’t park there stupid” and we both laughed. Fast forward to the next day I’m driving again and we argue over something stupid and she says “you think you’re cute but you’re not. And I responded “I don’t think I’m cute I know I am and she says “no you’re ugly and your attitude is ugly” I honestly didn’t even have an attitude I was just trying to get where we were going before it rained. So we move past that and having a good time with the family. We get back to the house and I ask her to pop my finger because it’s sore. She proceeds to slap me for no reason and I said don’t hit me and we exchange words I don’t remember what we totally said but she said we’ll be like our cousins (her and her daughter fought the night before) and I said no cause I’ll knock your teeth down your throat and we both laughed and she said something else and I responded “at least mine are real” and we laughed. I didn’t think nothing of it. The conversation went on and I went to the room. Then I get a text from her saying “I don't appreciate you busting me out about my teeth. Don't no one know about my mouth. Im surprised at you and that really hurt my feelings”. I honestly didn’t know nor mean to hurt her feelings I thought we were simply joking around. So I said “you shouldn’t have hit me and called me a stupid hoe and ugly that hurt my feelings” and she said “what the fuck ever” and that was that. So we’re heading home and before we left she said she put the gas in for the trip home. We get to the gas station and she said she’s not doing it and I said “I don’t have any money for gas you said you was putting it in” and she responds “I don’t care use your credit card”. We get back to town and she says she’s getting food and I said “I don’t have any money” and she says well I’m eating kfc I don’t know what you gonna eat” and proceeds to order her food (she usually gets me food when I don’t have money). We get home and I over hear her talking to my cousin saying she don’t fck with me and I need to come eat at her house. So later that night I go to her and ask “are you done being a butthole” and she said “no you hurt my feelings” and I apologized sincerely and said I didn’t know nor mean to. And I told her that she hurt my feelingsbut she didn’t apologize. So fast forward to Monday. She usually calls me and checks up throughout the day while I’m at work or see when I’m coming home. She didn’t call me once. I get home no porch light is on (she always leave it on if I come home at dark.) no dinner cooked (she’ll tell me if she isn’t cooking that I need to bring us something on my way home). So I get ready for bed and go tell her goodnight even though she hasn’t spoken to me all day. And she says with an attitude “take these pins out of my hair” so I go to do that and she talking at me not to me and say “take my necklace off” and I say “you don’t have to talk at me you can ask me” and she says “I can do what I want now take it off” and I said “no you can’t talk at me you can simply ask me and I’ll do it” and she tells me “If you don’t like it you can move out now” ( I’ve been looking at apartments to move to and she knows it I want to me out by next year.) But she always throws that up in my face when we fight. I’m just coming here to vent and get opinions on if I really messed up. I sincerely apologized and i actually meant it. But she just seems to hate me and idk what to do. 
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