I need comfort🙏🏾

Im currently 5w4 days pregnant. My child’s father and I came to an agreement and decided that having an abortion would be best for us right now. One day I am on board and the next I find myself wanting to back out of it. Not to mention I am also a Christian and having an abortion had never crossed my mind before. I feel that I am going against the Bible laws. I am worried that I will experience emotional trauma for a while. How did you find comfort after your abortion? How did you cope? How did you know that abortion was right for you? Do you regret or think about it? There is so much on my mind and Im finding that Im losing myself in the midst of everything.