This pregnancy hasn’t been exciting at all. It’s been so miserable. I can barely do the things I use to. I just wanna lay in bed all day & not move. The thought of having an another child & I already have a hard time taking care of the 2 I have just brings so much pain to my heart. The fact that I made a selfless decision to keep my child. I just know life is about to be 10x harder than what it is. I wanted to enjoy my pregnancy. But it’s been extremely tough! It seems like everyone around me doesn’t quite understand how I feel. So I just keep it to myself. I just feel alone in this situation. I just pray things get better for me🤦🏾‍♀️