Just need to vent

I just need to vent. I hate motherhood right now. My 4yr old wont stop.throwing tantrums at school where they are thrpwing chairs and toys at the staff and at the students however they dont do it at home. Because they theow such bad tantrums im sure they will be kicked from this daycare soon and im tired of hearing how horrible their attitude is everytime i drop them off. I hate feeling like a failure of a mom and like i cant help my child. I also hate the saying " well maybe dad can come to the school or talk to them" dad is doing the absoulte bare minimum and i have been to the school everyday the last year dad has only been seen once so how dare they insinuate that he could help. Im tired of being tired i already have a chronic illness where i am struggling to.find the enrgy to do the simpliest of things not to.mention i am working full time and a mom full time. Im just tired and i hate myself for even feeling this way