I am 4 months pregnant and 2 weeks ago my kids dad put his hands on me, police were called, charges were pressed he left prior to them getting here, so a warrant was issued but they asked me to not tell him I guess for safety reasons idk. But 3 days go by because that’s the length of our restraining order he contacts me and ask why I do make him do things he doesn’t want to do, & if i still loved him. And like a dummy i was I back in his tracks, he came home that same night, but between now & today and he has done small stuff to try and embark an argument,

Last night he was talking circles and I wasn’t really responding, it was 1am & I had to be up at 5 for work, his body tone changed & my heart

beat so fast it felt like I was going to give out

Something in that moment gave me the clarification I needed, I got up went to work & texted and let him know I no longer wanted this relationship, he read it did not respond since we’ve been home he’s acted like I did not say what I said, & want to be overly nice. I don’t even care I haven’t had conversation for him all day which is rare for me I always run back, but I’m almost repulsed by presence.