I am going to loose my mind. My mental health is declining because my uterus is in pain, I am always bleeding. But my doctor told me I am fine. I’m a black women by the way.

* my period comes out in clumps. A lot of blood clots.

*pain during sex.

*my boobs are always swollen. They hurt alot! It is verry sensitive.

* I have been having long and unexpected periods that last about 2-3 weeks.

* I get some type of smell, that does not away. I will use boric acid or BV medication and it only works for a few days. This started a year ago. This was not my life before.

* I get the feeling of pressure and pain from my uterus

* pain when I pee. Consistent UTI that does not go away. If I did a uti test right now, it will say there is blood in my urine but idk if it’s because of my prolonged period.

*pain mainly on the right side of my uterus. Feels like it is near my ovary. Sometimes both sides. I can’t sleep on my side for too long. It will HURT. Feels like my ovary is going to explode. My dogs will try to sleep with me but they can not because the pressure of them laying besides my legs causes alot of pain.

* I always take iron pills. My iron is getting low because I loose so much blood. I did not take the iron pills for one month. My hands became numb. I started taking it again recently and my hands are still partially numb.

I had 2 ultrasounds to find out what’s wrong with me. The first ultrasound, they found something but they could not determine what it was, it was suspected to be a polyp of something else. The second ultrasound, they said the lining of my uterus was wrong and that I have a six cm ovary. It appears to be inflamed or something.

The specialist said I had PCOS and to take a blood test to confirm and to bring me to a gynaecologist if it turns out I do. I took a blood test and my hormones are normal.

The doctor called me and told me that I was fine. That there is nothing wrong with me. He only recommended me to take birth control pills. He asked if I am trying to get pregnant. I said no. Did not mention the gynaecologist.

I’m going to lose my man guys. He is going to leave me. I don’t think he can put up with my medical issues. This has been happening since I met him.

I am litterally going to become suicidal like if I’m being real!. I can’t keep going thru this pain and the smells and the constant bleeding. I am always bleeding my energy gets so low. I just want my old self back. I don’t know why this is happening to me.

I feel like it’s because I’m black women. I don’t wanna think like that but I have been suffering for so long. I am litterally going to loose my mind like. Maybe the doctors don’t take me serious because of my skin tone. I need some fucking help omg I’m gonna go crazy. I am balling my eyes out typing this.

It’s even harder being in a relationship and my man has to wait 3 weeks to have sex or most of the time we have sex, there is blood.

I don’t know what to do like I need help. My friend told me to get an MRI, I am thinking of busting into his office today and demanding a gynecologist and a mri if it helps. I don’t know what to do.