Background: We have 3 babies earth side and 3 in heaven. We had two first trimester losses between our biggest kids. And last October we lost baby #6 at almost 29 weeks after learning that she had Triploidy and multiple other abnormalities.

Now: I'm almost 17 weeks with our (probable) last baby. We did the NIPT testing this time around and know baby does not have what big sister had. How did you cope during pregnancy after loss? I'm struggling more with anxiety this time versus the first trimester losses.

I know it's still too early to be feeling baby consistently, but I get so paranoid if I haven't felt baby for many hours. I first started feeling baby around 13 weeks.