Birthing alone possibly

faith • Mother of three Sawyer ,tony, and Olivia single and soon to be 4 kiddos

So my doctor asked me the other day who I will be having in delivery room which she understands I'm single mom and dad was slightly abusive so she wants to protect me I told her as of right now I'm not even sure I have two people who said they could be there for me but they aren't sure either but realizing I'm gonna possibly do this alone is nerve-racking