My bf and I have been together 3 years. I had 4 miscarriages and an abortion. I have health issues that started while we’ve been together in which I’m in constant pain and there is no cure. I’m not happy in my relationship anymore but I’m trauma attached. My bf is starting to get tired of my health issues but I’m scared to be in pain all the time alone. I also feel that no new person will be able to deal with or understand my pain. I also have no friends or family to lean on for support. What should I do?