UPDATE: Went in for my appt and told her my concerns and she says “$50 you’re still pregnant” and offers me a private ultrasound. I laugh and agree and turns out this babe is going easy on me for now. It was wiggling and dancing whenever I’d laugh and had a perfect heart rate🤍

So I’ve had a sudden decline in all my symptoms the past few days. My boobs don’t hurt, I’m not throwing up, not overly exhausted. Like nothing. (I’m 9 weeks today) And I was over thinking yesterday of course so I had the worst nightmare last night about a really painful miscarriage in a library and I could hold the full blown baby (it was a boy) and now I feel sick to my stomach 🤮 I don’t have another appointment until the 21st and it’s just a normal appt no ultrasound. How do I find the peace of mind needed… 😣

My last ultrasound was last Tuesday at 8w1d and they said everything was fine and baby measured 8w5d but they didn’t let me see anything and didn’t tell me the HR or anything..