So I'm in nursing school and I'm realizing that getting in was truly the easiest part. Staying in is much harder.

What I find difficult is the fact that I can't really study. I have 2 toddlers, no real help, my exam was bumped up I take it Wednesday and I know I'm going to fail. I tried to get them on a schedule to sleep at 9 but my son has autism he either doesn't always sleep right away and I fall asleep with them or.. I try to get up around 1a or 2a like now and as soonnas I get up hes up too.. he started hopping around and almost woke his sister so I put him back to bed.

They don't go to school bc I don't have a car bc it was totaled in a car accident. During the day I can barely sit still bc I have to cook or clean or whatever... I don't have help. I lost my work from home job bc my computer broke.. im looking again but idk

I don't have time to study. I'm worried I'll be kicked out of the program and I'll just be back to old low paying jobs where I can't make rent or live and im stuck in a cycle of poverty..

Idk if I should just drop out now or what. This is my only shot. I've used up all my financial aid available to me. @Kirsten- I cant. This is LPN 4p to 9p only 3 days a week this is abt as part tie as it gets.