I lost my little girl in January of this year and before that another miscarriage a few years ago. She would have been born last month. On a whim i decided to take a pregnancy test because im a few days late. Sure enough 2 tests, 2 positives. The first thought i.had was I.couldnt go through this a third time and then immediatly was overcome with intense guilt for feeling that way. I do want a baby but im so damn scared. And i feel like i was just starting to feel emotionally healed from my miscarriage.