I feel very drained and broken right now and I need someone who I can talk to. I had an abortion last year due to many reasons … health, financial, my partner and I told everyone so early that I was listening to others opinions. It would’ve been both my partner and I’s first baby. We’ve known each other for 4years and have been dating for 2. My partner was completely destroyed about my final decision I made. I too. A couple of days ago I found out I’m pregnant again. I was instantly shocked but happy . I told my partner and he was too but instantly started talking about termination. He told me , and it’s true I have to say, that we are not where we should be still in life. Financially it’s been actually hard. We currently live at his mother’s house. His brother also lives there and is so evil and negative. His brother constantly picks on me and is a huge asshole. He hates me so much. My partner also expresses how he doesn’t want me “stressed” while still living there pregnant I too don’t want to bring a child in this world under that condition. Im really thinking about aborting and even have an appointment set to inquire about a medical termination, but the ER couldn’t find a sac yet when we found out . I still feel guilty, emotionally damaged, and sick about my abortion last year. It pains me even more that I’m having to go through it AGAIN. My partner keeps telling me to be strong and that it’s for the best and that it would be selfish of us to go through with the pregnancy. I don’t know what to do.