Freaking out

Just a bit real now what’s really happening. I have a business and I’m 11 weeks pregnant. My partner earns ok money but not enough to support us both and my business while I’m off so I’m having to make sure I save enough while I’m pregnant to be able to not lose the business. I have 3 girl working for me but only one pays me regular atm. I’m hoping by the time the baby comes I’ll have more money off the other two.

I’m just panicking about it all. I’m venting really if anything. It was important to me to have a baby asap as I didn’t want to be any older than I am now (37) to have another.

I’m still going through divorce and on my old

Mortgage with my ex. My new partner and I have 3 kids combined already and only live in a 2 bed house. We both share the children’s with our exs so they aren’t always with us. It’s just a lot.

I’m feeling stressed and worried I won’t love the baby (I know I will) but my mind is playing massive tricks on me and I just hate the over thinking