Call me stupid

So I stupidly let my 5 year old push my 2 year old in the pram only down our road on the way home however he started running with the pram and let it go the pram swerved went into the road luckily the van that was coming up seen and stopped the pram went straight into the front of it. I literally broke down in tears. I know now not to let him push the pram again this could’ve ended horribly. I just thought I’d post to make some awareness of children pushing prams and also to vent because I feel so stupid and horrible and guilty