I want to be excited, but I'm scared

Dene`

Hello, I'm new here. I found out yesterday that I'm pregnant. I am too nervous to tell anyone. I had my youngest son in April 2020. I got pregnant again in November 2020 with a heterotopic pregnancy. I lost both babies. I got pregnant again in March of 2021 lost that pregnancy as well. Got pregnant again October 2021, also lost that baby. October 2023 I got pregnant again. My ob told me that I lost that baby due to fighting with my insurance about medication that I have to have. And now yesterday I found out that I again am pregnant. I don't know what to do.