Is it weird that?

I moved to a neighborhood I thought was safe to now I’m looking for another place to live I moved here 4 months ago to only realize it has gang activity. I have no prior knowledge of gangs or how they operate I just know what on the tv but people think because I’m African American I would know and I don’t I was raised in a mixed race community. Last week my ring camera caught a man walking behind my townhome with a huge g*n I don’t know much about g*n but it looks like something a sniper would use some type of automatic it was huge and I’ve haven’t slept since. I am so paranoid and have developed severe anxiety that since I seen that every time I leave the house now I pack all electronics I don’t have any desk computers but I pack all laptops, the switchs, tablets, chargers and I keep clothes in the car enough for me n my kids for a weekend just in case. I’ve been through a bad tornado before and what save my sanity is my kids had distractions. I pack the laptops because my kids go to school online and I don’t want them to miss work because of some fool. I’m scared I am going to come home and everything is gone. Since I’ve moved here I haven’t spoken to anyone and I can feel my home being watched. I stay to myself and mind my own business but I’m not rude. If u speak to me I will speak to you, I live on the end of the apartment complex “really it’s all townhouses” so u see my back door from the entrance. I’m wondering is it weird I pack all that every time I’m going to be away for more than 8 hours how can I combat this anxiety and paranoia.