Cosin and BD

My baby’s dad isn’t involved, he didn’t want kids and we got pregnant by accident, but I decided to keep the baby. We found out I was pregnant at around 4 weeks. We carried on seeing each other/sleeping together until I was around 30 weeks, my baby is now a week old and we still talk, only the odd message every few days nothing major.

A few days ago I was told by my auntie that my cousin was possibly in a relationship with him, but if not they were definatly sleeping together.

They were friends for a few years before I met him, I actually met him through her. But never during their friendship did anything happen, they were always just friends. He saw her as one of the boys.

Me and my cousin work together, I thought we were close.

I haven’t asked either of them about it. I don’t quite know how to feel. I just needed to vent.

I’ve always been very respectful of his choice to not be involved, I have tried to avoid any of his friends/family knowing I was pregnant as he doesn’t want people knowing, I won’t be trying to get money from him to support the baby I don’t want anything from him unless he wanted to be involved.

But my hormonal and slightly angry self currently feels like telling his parents they have a grandbaby, they would most likely want to be involved and see the baby and they would probably have some things to say to him about it. But I also know it’s not my place to tell them and it’s not fair.

Part of me feels they are both being disrespectful if it is true and part of me feels like it’s non of my business.

I want to just forget about it but it keeps popping into my head.

Urghhhhhhh