Venting no rude comments please

Hello ladies,

Im 25 and my bf is 25 as well we been dating for 1 month. I just found out im pregnant today. Im overwhelmed and don’t know what to do. I have pcos and my doctor had told me I wasnt able to get pregnant unless I take clomid to help my fertility. I did not take this pill I haven’t seen my doctor in a cool minute. Is it wrong for me not to want to have the baby. My bf agrees that I shouldn’t just cuz we just started dating and were both not ready. Idk what to do what if I have second thoughts about keeping it im just overthinking too much have so many emotions going on. Give me your honest opinion just don’t be rude please.