Is a therapist supposed to just start talking about God and religion?

My backstory so I don't have to type it all out:

I wanted to update and also thank everyone who told me to tell my wife because I know a several people on here told me to tell my wife about my trauma and to also see a therapist. Me and my wife talked during the weekend because she really thought therapy could be helpful. I've always felt it was too late for therapy to work on me. That I was way too broken. But I said I would be open to it. She told me to try betterhelp because she heard it's easy to switch therapist and I want to do therapy via FaceTime. I don't really like the idea of being in a room with someone talking about my mental health. I signed up with my wife's help on Monday and one question they ask you is how important is religion to you. I put "Not At All". I'm not religious. I don't believe in God or Jesus or anything. The only thing I asked for was to be paired with a female therapist just because with my past I didn't feel comfortable talking to another man. I got paired the next day and she said she could either meet with me the day after Thanksgiving for the following Monday if I want. I said I didn't mind meeting the day after. I obviously don't have family and my in laws weren't able to come down this year. So we met today. This morning. And is this normal in therapy because if it is therapy isn't for me because this was awful. One she was late. Then she seemed a little disinterested and asked what's going on. I said I was trying to heal from trauma and I think I have PTSD. She asked was I diagnosed with PTSD. I said. She said "Then you don't have it. Until you're told you have it, you don't have it. I hate self diagnosing." I apologized. She said it was fine just don't do it again. Then she asked about said trauma. I didn't go into as much detail as my Reddit post but I said I was abused my dad and my mom left. When I was 14 I was forced into sexual situations and finally left at 19. She asked why I stayed a year after I was a legal adult and could have left. I said that was complicated. She asked did I believe in God. I said no. She asked why. I said I'm not really into religion. Then I feel like my entire session turned into a church session. She asked about my wife which I have a Jewish wife. She said my wife isn't the best person to go to for religion because Jews don't praise Jesus. I told her that I don't want to go anyone for religion. My wife isn't even religious. She's just Jewish. I felt like I was being respectful up until she asked me these exact words "Do you think that maybe if you reached out to Jesus when you were going through that and asked if for help it may have stopped?" I said "No! I don't!" She asked me how I knew that and I said "I just do. So it was my fault?" She tried to say she wasn't saying that. Just that there's a chance I could have saved myself pain and suffering had I just turned to him. I lost all I had in me to be nice and I said (and I really don't like calling women this. I feel bad) "Fuck you bitch." And slammed my laptop. My wife is at work so I can't even talk to her about it but that was terrible. I don't even want to switch therapist. I just want to cancel this subscription and ask for a refund because I just feel worse about myself. If there are therapist on here is this normal? I just wanted a therapist were I could have it over FaceTime which is why I chose this route but I just had a panic attack and feel like shit and like maybe everything is all my fault even though I know that's dumb