Loss/TTC

Laci

Currently going through a 5w & 2 days today but I’m miscarrying we’ve been TTC for 18 months until October when we got our BFP I called the ER on b thanksgiving when I started lightly spotting they assured me it was common well here it is 12-03-24 I start bleeding harder and in pain my ob says go to the er they run all these test and say come back in 3 days. I’ve been hurting and passing clots all day today 12-04-2024 i to tomorrow for another test but I already know the answer. The little one we’ve been trying so hard for is leaving. My 2 & 4 year old are so excited they don’t understand. And honestly neither do we. Both of them were conceived on BC and other protections. Why can we now have one we plan. Even more why couldn’t it start here with us. And more over how long until we can try for a rainbow baby?