Ao i suffer from intrusive thoughts. These are thoughts that i do NOT want yet they come willfully. Now ive never in my.life had an ED.. i love food. Im 33 so its weird id develop one now. Anyways, my intrusive thoughts are just me making myself throw up and the sound of me throwing up play in my head and ive never once steuggled with ED and it scares me like what if i do this and.it ruins my appetite. I scheduled an appt with my therapist Friday...what type of pills work for these types of thoughts? I feel so weak bc i feel im not dealing with alot. I am behind 3months on rent, ruminating over heart break,In nursing school, taking care of 2 toddlers, i have no car irs wrecked, i worry about food, daughter keeps asking about dead beat that hasnt seen her in a year, i have nightmares frequently.. advice..