Am I tripping?

Okay so I’m not sure if I’m tripping or not with this pregnancy so please help me out. I don’t know if I’m more in tuned with my body now that I’m older or if this baby is more demanding. I knew I was pregnant due to my symptoms and my tender breasts. I felt like I could feel my baby and that we were communicating greatly. Like when I needed to eat more, drink more water, sleep, etc. my body would let me know. Now, I don’t feel the symptoms and I don’t feel my baby. I know I might just be anxious but I feel a difference. My first appointment with my primary is on Wednesday and my first prenatal appointment is on the 23rd. I’m going to take another pregnancy test but I was reading that if my HCG levels are too high, then it might create a false negative and I DO NOT want to go into panic mode. I vowed that with this baby, I was going to be more grateful, happy and positive. With my first, I was a paranoid anxious mess that still needed to heal from past trauma that I was suppressing. I don’t want that energy with this baby. What would you recommend I do? Should I go to urgent care or just wait it out until Wednesday? Should I take another test? Should I just calm down and breathe?