hi! i just had *protected* sex for the first time

and now i'm terrified. like, my boyfriend and i recently had sex and we triple checked the condom to make sure it was good, you know, went at it a few times within that week

all the times checked the condom, nothing broke, even checked after to make sure it didn't

and now i think im bleeding. there's some brown discharge coming out of me and it's been coming out on and off for the past few days, and i was just told it might be because of my cervix bleeding because he was rough with that after we sort of worked up to it, and he used his fingers as well so like

and i tried to use google for it. it said i might have cancer or might be pregnant??? hello????

i dont know. i'm paranoid and i know none of the condoms broke or anything and i'm just freaking out.

my best guess is that;

a. my cervix is bleeding because i got some good dick

b. i might be starting my period soon

c. the lube on the condoms fucked with my ph balance

those are the only things i can think of and i really just need some reassurance and maybe some support because i have been like crying on and off because of this and how my families religion is set up to the point id be considered a whore for the shit i just did so like 😭 kind of sort of fucked (literally)

anyways thanks for listening to my rant lmao (i'm so scared and kind of want to cry again)