I hate that I’m not in a good mood on the first day of the year. I’m trying really hard to fight it.

Thanks to my boyfriend’s family, him and I didn’t go anything special for new years. We usually stay at a ski resort for new years. And it’s always fun. But this year, his family planned a trip over new years. I couldn’t go. He came home last night to be with me for new years but we just sat on the couch together and watched the Ryan Seacrest thing.

And today we were going to go snowboarding but the weather has been crazy and we didn’t go. So it’s a gloomy day and I’ve been bored.

I just feel like I had an uneventful boring new years. And I’m trying to fight that feeling but it’s hard.

I had such a fun amazing new years last year.