i had an abortion and i miss my baby so much

i had an abortion @ 10 weeks 1 month ago, and i’m still so sad about it. i find myself crying uncontrollably at times. I have always wanted to be a mom, but my bf and I agreed that it was just not a right time to have a baby. i just miss being pregnant and the love i felt for my baby… did i make a mistake? how do i forgive myself