My boyfriend refuses intimacy plz help plz read

My Boyfriend doesn’t want to give me real kisses, and always makes a disgusted face when he finally lets me get a kiss. Then he wipes my kiss off. When I get to close to him, in his face, neck, ear, when I try to kiss his cheek or shoulder…. I most likely will get elbow, knee, shoulder, or jaw checked, or I’ll simply be pushed away.

He always works doubles so I rarely get to see him and when he does get home he goes straight to the toilet, straight on his phone or straight on the video games for HOURS ON HOURS ON HOURS until it hits like 3am. Then he gets off, uses the toilet again and gets in bed and scrolls on his phone.

The only time lately really being spent with me is us sleeping in the bed or watching Netflix series… but even then he wants his space. I can sit next to him or lean on him, but as far as going in for a kiss or a cuddle EVERYTHING gets so tense.

When I try to give him kisses while we’re in the bed trying to lead up to more he denies me and refuses all affectionate gestures. It’s been 2 weeks almost and there has been no sexual interaction between he and I.

I continue to communicate all of this with him and it isn’t making a difference.

Even tonight, he was trying to cuddle me. Eventually I took my shirt off because it was a turtle neck and I was feeling choked, so now my boobs are out. He pretty much immediately stopped cuddling me, turned the other way and hasn’t cuddle me since then.

He’s got me feeling like a predator or something for real! Like I feel so wrong for even trying to mention or initiate anything sexual or sensational.

He said to me: “its like you’re an eater of it” talking about me wanting affection…. He also said to me before, his reasoning for not being affectionate is because he grew up being smothered by his mother.

I’m beginning to become depressed feeling unwanted, like a burden, like a weirdo, and let down from stuff like this.

Like I feel like I should just leave and move back home or move to another state.

Can someone please give me an input, insight, or some advice on this situation. Thx xoxoxo