37 and pregnant with #2

Jenna

Just found out baby #2 is on the way. My first just turned 6. We had always said we wanted two, but I have been so stressed with my one (has always been difficult) and wanted to wait. I turned 37 and realized we could be missing our window and felt like it was now or never. I want to feel excited. I feel like my anxiety is overwhelming. Afraid to tell family, work and even my son. Why do I feel like people are going to judge me? Why do I care?!