Why do I do this to myself !

Samantha

I made the mistake of testing and I’m only 8DPO of course it’s BFN and now I’m so down thinking this isn’t the month! I really am trying not to bank on this month though I just had a reversal last month and this is my first month TTC after but it’s so hard not to be discouraged. I know 8DPO is early but does anyone else like to “beat their selves up” for no reason when it comes to TTC lol I know I’m doing it to myself.