Mentally drained

I lost my baby @ 8 weeks dec 21 and that’s 5 weeks ago im still getting positive test 😮‍💨 im just ready for this to be over honestly , not to mention I’ve got my beta taken weekly up until last Monday were my levels were 10 …. 6 days later my test are still positive I don’t understand like when will my levels drop to where a test will not be positive I just want this part to be over already is literally torture at this point man once it gets to ten do it just drop down slowly at that point ?