I’ve been messing with this guy..

For a year, and I’ve had to always beg to be catered to, thought of, and talked to.

We’ve had sex on and off since the start of things. I’ve had a blunt rolled for him after work, lingerie on etc.. He’s never even gotten me a bouquet of roses before coming to fuck me and get what he wants from me.

Tonight, he dropped this off at my door after we were arguing all day (he keeps saying he wants a relationship- yet I have to ask for bare minimum shit, like communication)

What happened to the men making the woman feel special enough to want to even have sex? I’m not your homie..

Anyways.. it honestly looks like he went to Walmart, seen a flower in a bouquet and took it- the worst flower yet.

Let him go and find what I genuinely want or keep going?