in need of some love and support

sorry for the long post, ok so here the low down. we have been trying since 2021, in that time we've had 12 miss carriages (chemiclas, blighten ovium, missed misscarage)..... i got my ovulation peak on the 13th jan. nhs has me at 6 weeks because the first day of my last period was 24th december. going on my dates its more like 4-5 weeks. i got my first vvfl at 8dpo but it stayed faint and although my tests have gotten darker its been no where near the useal amount. i went for a scan today to check for an ectopic pregnacy but the result was inclusive as they could not find anything on the scan good or bad, technian said its more likely because im not as far along as they think i am. having my bloods done to test my levels to see where they are at. so good news is that it could still be a viable pregnacy as the lining on my utius is thick, if they can't find anything then im unlikely to rupture as now ill be monitored bad news is it could still be an ectopic or something else... any siliar experiences good or bad would be appreciated or even some words of love, in a bit of a bad place one minute ive convinced myself everythings ok and im going to be a mum again and the next all the worst possible outcomes.