I had an abortion in my late 1st trimester/early 2nd trimester. It hasnt been a full week yet but man i really regret my choice so much. I wish the ex and i didnt make this choice and i wish i could go back in time. How long until i stop hating my self? How long will the panic attacks last and the nightmares? I thought i was so sure up until i walk into the clinic then i wasnt sure but i mindlessly let them guide me to the room i cried the hole time. Im still bleeding i apologizeto a damn toilet every bathroom use. I cry my self to sleep and wake up panicing :( when will the nightmare end and life go back to normal? Or is this it?