Part 2

Hi all! I made a post earlier talking about how my boyfriend put all his social media on private which has never happened before even hid his relationship status. All today. In the whole 2 years he has never done this. Claimed some dude called him racist and they got into it, dude brought up our kid he claims.

Back story; I caught him on TikTok talking with a girl he plays a game with. This was like maybe 6-7 months ago. I was furious and ended up messaging her she had no idea he was even in a relationship. Our relationship is very strained because he puts his games before his family. He neglects us. Well lo and behold this girl decides to follow me today on TikTok. All his abnormal behavior is starting to add up. I mean come on, why would this girl randomly follow me after months? Something doesn’t make any sense.

Honestly I wouldn’t be surprised if he cheated on me this entire relationship. Not saying he did or is but you never know what goes on behind a phone. So many ways to hide things it’s ridiculous!

I’m getting sick of going on this merry go round. It’s not fun not knowing where you stand with someone, genuinely.

But I decided to be a stay at home mom to take care of my special needs toddler. So I don’t have nothing much to my name.

All I have is my son’s SSI and that isn’t even close to getting our own place. Idk what to even d