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So I’m from New Orleans the guy I was with is from sc so long story short I lived with him for 4 months in the beginning when I first got there for some reason I was sick I was throwing up everyday, not eating sweating, didn’t have a appetite so I was like that for 2 weeks even when I was on the plane I was nauseous. So after getting better he was already over it I was just tryna get better so he already moved on and I found out he was talking to someone else that fasts and he would throw that in my face ima keep this short. So a few days ago he told me he was in love with this girl and stuff and I was hurt and we were suppose to celebrate valentine day together a few days later bc I had work and his family came to visit so I was hurt over everything I felt like I listen to how he felt but I was never heard he said when they would argue she would give him space and stuff then come back and talk about it but when I did the same thing I got yelled at and cursed at ect so we were suppose to rekindle everything last month and 1 argument happened and he didn’t want it anymore. I really felt like I didn’t have a fair chance which lets me know he didn’t want it fr. Now he has done a lot for me he let me live with him he got me to and from work, made sure I had food and hygiene products so I won’t knock him down for that. But when it came to me I would do what he asked with no problem recently we were both sick at the same time and I took care of him and I had to take care of myself. I would wake up in the middle of the night getting him what he needed when I’m tired. His family always took his side his brother wanted him to block me and his family don’t want him fwm. But it’s like all I would do is say how I feel about anything and have things built up and how he tell me to talk about it when I’m ready but when I do this is how I get treated so. He can talk to me about things but I can’t talk to him about anything bc he think I’m tryna argue or bash him and I’m not. So the day before valentine day he got me a plane ticket to come back to New Orleans mind you everything happened fast so I couldn’t go to work to make some kind of money which I would also help him with rent and never have money for myself. So on actual Valentine’s Day I came back to New Orleans on my own he didn’t make sure I had anywhere to go I didn’t have a job I’m fending for myself I feel like he said go back to New Orleans and figure it out. And today I texted him trying to tell him what’s going on and how I felt since first living with him and he doesn’t care to read it he said chill before he blocked me and like I said all I wanted was to be heard and got a fair chance to make the relationship work. Any honest opinions or advice would help but don’t be rude about it he said we can be friends but I can’t be friends with someone I still have feelings for. I said I hope I can see you in the future