Abortion

Found out I’m pregnant about 4 weeks , I don’t want it, I wasn’t even sure I wanted kids at all. I told the guy I was seeing and let’s just say “it’s a me problem” he said I should go and look for who is responsible. I live in a country where abortion is illegal so it’s difficult to access. I was able to get access to the pills and I was given little information. I’m scared and alone, I don’t really know what to expect.