Separation

So me and husband been separated for two months. We have been sleeping in different rooms. During the time of the separation, we haven’t talked that much and he hasn’t done any effort on wanting to talk. I couldn’t go any day longer in this separation so I decided to talk him and that resulted of me kicking him out. Him leaving is triggering my separation anxiety because he has left me before when I needed him the most when I lost my mom 😭 I know this man has done me wrong in so many levels and I don’t deserve to treated like that. I just feel so sick to my stomach and I feel that I’m going to have a panic attack 😭. I don’t feel so well and I wish my mom was here 😭. I been with this man for 22 years. I miss him so much but I know I deserve better 😔. I need some words of comfort and that everything is going to ok 😭.