First time im having succes with ovulation testing and we are fighting! I’m pissed 😡

My first time taking successful ovulation tests and I couldn’t be more disappointed. I recently purchased new strips after using expired strips(didn’t pay attention to the dates) that were not showing any results. I’m really feeling discouraged on this journey. I’m doing all I can and my husband doesn’t get it. It’s the fourth time in a row there is an issue during ovulation. I want to scream and just give up honestly. I don’t know who to share this with so I’m just sharing in this safe space. I’m 37 and while I never felt like my time is running out, truth is, it is. I really don’t want to be here at this point in my life and I’m just tired of how all of this feels.