Prayer for this pregnancy

Well, i finally saw my ob again and the baby didn’t grow. It should be measuring 8w6d. It is still at 6 weeks. Unfortunately, bow to decide on the medication. I cannot do dnc. That is more damage than good. I rather go with the meds route. Pray for us to be at peace. Why the Lord answer my prayers to be pregnant!? I will never know. I did pray no more nicu or medically complex. I just cannot do that again. Ob says this is a chromosomal issue.

So i want to believe this is why. The Lord didn’t allow baby to thrive. It would have been that route. I am not sure if i want to go through this again. To have another heart break and my husband can’t find “normalcy” like his siblings with their healthy kids. None struggled to have. Then again the girls are not even 30. We are close to 40.

I know now to focus with our miracle. Help him to hit his milestones he is a little behind due to being in the nicu for so long. 🙏🏽

* ob said this clinic she has to transfer me due to the new insurance i have. Pills maybnot work and a dnc could be needed. Please pray it isn’t and God helps this to be complete without surgical intervention