Miss my body

Only at 11 weeks but feel horrible. My boobs have gone up a cup size! I miss my B cup.. hubby isnt complaining though. But i think big boobs are nasty. And I've been far too sick to excersice. My toned body is just flab everywhere except for my butt cuz i force myself to squat. (A nice booty is something i pride myself in.)

I got winded walking up a hill with two bags of groceries and a purse full of tomatoes. I couldnt believe it. That hill is usually no problem.

Feeling terrible. Cant wait for this morning sickness to go away. The only way i can keep it at bay is with the near constant intake of carbs. Hello, extra pounds.

But maybe this is all normal. Maybe this is what the baby wants right now. She wants me to get fat and lazy to be able to support her growth, right? And why am i sleeping 12+ hours a day!!??

I'm just ranting here and i know i probably sound superficial and horrible. But those timelapse photos dont lie :( extra round boobs and flabby stomach.. but its all worth it for the little miracle growing inside me.

Despite my self hate right now, im so so happy. Its all worth it in the end.

Also, once shes here, i can set new fitness goals for myself all over again :)

Can anyone relate or am i just crazy?