I’m very sad right now.

Late period again. This time it’s actually 10 days late though. I’ve only been this late one other time before in 2021 other than that- my periods consistent give or take a couple days.

I’m just so sad, can’t even think too much about the symptoms or being late because I know I’ll get my hopes up like I have in the past & just depress myself.

I want to be a mom & have kids so bad it’s not even funny. It’s all I’ve ever dreamed of. I care for my nieces and nephews like my own to fill the void but ultimately I’m so heartbroken it never happens for me.

That’s why I’m writing this because I don’t even want to test since it’s just a constant let down & negatives the past 6 years.

I keep saying “it’ll come tomorrow” but it’s still hasn’t showed up since January 24th.

Any comments or just talking with me right now would be great. I’m feeling super alone and don’t really have anyone to share this with.