Miscarried Baby —> Does My Husband Hate Me?

My husband and I have one daughter (3y/o) and I recently told him about the amount of miscarriages I’ve had(with him and other partners). So when my daughter was born(no health issues and 100% perfect) it came as a shock to everyone. (yes I’ve been tested and was told I could never have kids.) Anyways (finally told him and now he won’t touch me ; no kissing no oral, not anything to me, he lets me do it to him{God forbid I ask him to do it to me}) when I bring it up to him that it hurts me that he won’t be near me, he changes the subject or ignores me.

I come from a very old fashioned family and town where divorce isn’t an option and I don’t have a job.(dropped out of college and left my career for him and our family)

Does anyone have any other advice I can try to talk to him or anything?? I’m hopeless at this point. My moral compass won’t let me cheat.