Postpartum (ftm)

Alyxandrea • 1716 32017 ❤️
I really wish someone told me how terrible this was going to be. I had an all natural delivery to an 8lbs & 8oz baby. They had to cut me since he was too big for me. 
(Tmi?) My vagina hurts so much, any time I move it hurts like crazy. 
I'm extremely tired, no matter how much I sleep. 
I'm really emotional, I keep crying because I feel like I'm useless. I hate asking for help with everything.
I'm breastfeeding and it hurts a lot, I wasn't expecting it to hurt so much. I'm scared that I might give up, and I really don't want to give up. 
I just really needed to rant, and I know my boyfriend would get annoyed. So there, rant over. ):