7dpo ttc with baby #1 feeling like im about to break down😔

I know 7dpo is still very early and not a lot of women get positive tests at 7dpo, so I know I’m not out yet BUT I’m so desperate to see a positive, I tested with early detection clear blue and of course it was negative but I just feel so deflated!

Iv been having a few dull cramps and some back ache today, and Iv been sooo tired! I see some women get there positives so early so was just hoping it would be me, I’m nearly a year into trying and I’m so worried, we was spot on this month with timing so I just felt very hopeful at first 💔